i'm lost...

i'm lost!
where shud i go for?
actually what shud i choose to get?
what shud i do by now?
give up / continue?
i admit that i'm just weak in choosing
anything even though a small selection...

maybe now i'm in holiday mood
a lot of free time to let me think about my future
and cause a lot of bad though appear
but i cant control myself...
i dono what shud i choose actually
you never know that the feeling of regret are horrible to me
no one knows me even though my parents...