bull steak house...

after shopping at 1U

mummy fetch me n bro go for dinner
a funny shop that i've heard...
bull steak house 牛魔王扒屋
a funny shop name with delicious foods

this is one of the special beverage which named
<>
its my horoscope!!! XD
actually its a chocolate blended taste not bad...

a tasty chop named chicken maryland...
we went home after finish the dinner
damn full now
thats why on fb n kacau my classmates... XD
thats my hobby
HAHAHA! ><

紫菜饼...

我阿姨在研究做紫菜饼

而我妈咪和弟弟也在帮忙
他们研究了很久还是不满意
温习到一半的我感觉有点闷闷的
所以开始有了捣乱的念头
嘻嘻嘻...
贪新鲜又爱玩的性格总是戒不掉 =.=
算了吧～
没想到我的捣乱竟然帮了他们一个大忙 =.=''
心想没东西玩了就坐着等吃吧
哇哈哈... 还不错, 蛮好吃的...

new goal on 2011...

i have new goals in 2011
that is......
i wanna keep my long hair & dye it into brown!!! XD
actually i like my previous hair color sooooo much
but my mom said blondie looked naughty
which mean that she dont like it
so i dyed it into black but it looks boring right now
REGRET!!!

宝藏...

读书读了一整个早上感觉有点闷闷的

所以开始东收收西拾拾了
反正新年快到了就趁早整理整理先...
我有一个很大的缺点
一开始做任何东西就停不下来了
我一共整理了四个大衣橱
一个daddy的, 一个弟弟和我的, 一个我的, 一个妈咪的
顿时才发现原来我有一个半衣橱
里面装满了还没拆牌子的衣服
妈咪在一旁一边帮忙一边念我说
买了酱多衣服给我都没见我穿过
穿来穿去就只是那几件
我心在想要不是你爱买衣服我就不会有酱多衣服啦 ==
此外我还找到了很多饰品


一部分的耳环...


用来夹刘海的小发夹...


发饰...

这些都是以前妈咪买的
全部还很新, 有些连牌子都还没拆呢
haih~ 结论是我妈咪很享受买东西的过程
可是真正有用的却是那几件罢了...
另外我还整理了两个小衣橱
里面放了我们常穿的衣服
写到这里突然想到
如果我们要搬家的话一定会搬很久... XD

我很没用...

最近的我控制不了自己的眼泪了
它们会无缘无故的自己掉了下来
我真的很没用! 连自己的眼泪都控制不到
其实这算不算是发泄的一种方式?
希望是...

我真的不是读书的料
不管自己再努力都好
成绩都很烂!
眼见身边的朋友们一个一个不断的进步
再看看自己的成绩, 大家的分数都比我高一倍
瞬间觉得自己更加没用了
我不是没有用心读
也不是没有努力读
但是...

还有, 今天我很不开心...
不过比起以前我少笑很多了
证明我正常了 =)

OMG...

Tuesday was my last co-curriculum class
after the class ended, we stay back to play
after dinner with qiqi, dai lou n ester we had a talk...
my top secret has spread out by myself ==
argh!!! damn regret... =(
i will not spread out this secret!
i told myself last time but now...
owh~ i cant imagine if this secret spread again
if not i think i'll die as soon as possible
now juz pray that they wont help me "promote"

today is Christmas present exchange day
which create by our ITS tutorial
all of us bring our own present n exchange by according the number
a bit like lucky draw
its leave a good memories to us
thanks tutor!
after that, qiqi n me went to 100Yen eat snowflake
n sure we'll buy things... XD

besides, today is spring solstice
actually i dunno whats that
juz know today all chinese will eat tangyuan
of course i'm included in...
i ate 3 different tangyuan
1 with sesame, 1 with peanuts n 1 plain
this time was my 2nd time eat tangyuan
1st time ate at Thailand with family when CNY vacation
n how to make tangyuan why chinese need to eat tangyuan
sorry that, i dunno
i'm not the traditional chinese gal
i dont even knew all the traditional things =(
but i think its OK
at least i know CNY... XD

Christmas coming soon
wish to have a great dinner with my fellow friends...



last, thank you for winnie the pooh's present
its awesome~

haih~

just now visited someone's space
clearly, she updated her space with an angry title
which mean that they argue again
i wonder why they always argue
this time dunno who's fault
besides, today is her birthday
i bought a present to her last last week
hope she like it
but its seems an unhappy day to her
cant hang out with us for her birthday celebration and Christmas countdown
its a big trouble for a gal who likes hanging out with friends
no wonder she felt angry...
sorry for my outspoken but its really a bit over
not only me who think like this but all of our classmates
u r controlling her.. i know it's not a bad thing
but ur control style really made her breathless
shes not a doll who nid to live by follow ur temper
i think she getting mad soon if u still keep like this
its just an advise, not really scold u
pls don think too much

尊重...

请尊重我的隐私!
我告诉你我的家事是因为我很难受想找人开解我...
不是为了要得到大家的可怜!
如果你有道德, 请保密我所告诉你的!
很显然, 你没有!
如果现在你还存有一点点的良心
请停止告诉别人了...
我不喜欢身边的朋友都知道
除非是我愿意告诉你们的

co-curiculum day

Cheer Up! Cheer Up!
T2 T2
Cheer You Up!

T2 Jia You!
T2 Gambateh!
T2 Hwaiting!
T2 Oish!
T2 Hoi!

T2 leng zai! T2 leng lui!
T2 lek zai! T2 lek lui!
T2 is the best of the best of the best of the best!

its OK its alright
come on lets go
fight fight fight!

these were the slogan that i had learn!
it was awesome n powerful!
finally the co-curriculum day had passed
all of us were out of battery and having "sexy voice"
yet we had sunburn! //.\\
now my face red like apple.. =.=
although our group player didn't get any prize
but we got the cheer leading prize!
which mean that we didn't waste our energy n our voice!
i slept about 6hrs after home n woke up around 9pm
owh~~ its a bit over ... ><
that time i'm not feeling very well
n i wonder why my stomach pain like hell!
i tried to rewind all my memories n wish to get an answer..
finally i realize that i haven eat anything from the morning
moreover i had shout and run around the volleyball court
but it really crazy n funny!
now, my head started to pain n having sore throat!
i think i better go sleep now
if not i'm sure i'll fall sick again.. ><

可怕...

今天下午真幸运!
不然朋友们要见我的时候
就得来我的坟墓前拜我了 =(
这不是在开玩笑而是不幸中的大幸
原本要去1U shopping
因为懒惰驾车所以阿姨驾妈咪的车载我们去
本来途中一切还算正常
没想到快要到达时前面竟然开始塞车
更意想不到时速80的我们竟开始刹不到车还死火了!
整辆车快速的向前冲...
坐在前座的我, 眼见前面的车离我越来越近
我看了一下真正努力刹车的阿姨
也看了一下坐在后座的妈咪和弟弟
妈咪一直在求神拜佛保佑我们
弟弟却紧闭着双眼
那一瞬间心里第一个想到的不是害怕接受死亡
而是想着不在我们身边的爸爸!
说真的, 我不想这么快就离开
一来, 我不舍得我的爸爸
因为他会很孤独也很难接受这个事实的
二来, 我不舍得我的朋友们
虽然认识了不久可是我很喜欢他们全部
三来, 我还没玩转整个世界
如果就这样结束, 我会不甘心!
我不是基督教徒可是我想, 在这一刻管不了那么多了
我开始大声的祷告了起来...
没想到那辆车开始慢了下来, 没错它真的慢了下来!
我不懂那是来自哪里的力量可是非常幸运!没有人受伤!
很奇怪, 在这之前我们还去了PWTC的fair还安全回到家
为什么现在才发生这件事?
种种的问题不断的在我的脑中出现...
停下来后很奇怪的, 我竟然自己主动打给爸爸报平安
旁边的阿姨也打给了他的老公
他们听到后吓了一跳也非常担心...
过后我打给了亓亓想叫她帮忙我找拖车
好不容易她才接我的电话, 真是灰心... ==
最后还是帮到我, 谢啦! =)
不懂为什么最近的我很惹车祸, 重点是, 都不是我驾车的时候
非常苦恼的疑点...
算吧! 今天总算是非常幸运的一天!
感谢上帝赐我力量!

我的愿望...

圣诞节快到了
这次我的愿望不再是希望可以开开心心的了
而是希望能够熬过sem 2
继续跟大家一起拼完整个diploma
可是我的头脑总是不听话, 什么都听不进记不住
记忆力也开始变差了
况且吸收力不好都不懂愿望还会实现吗
虽然大家已经不再逼我了
可是我开始有点想要继续读下去的念头了
因为我很喜欢现在的朋友
大家很好笑很开心
再加上其实我很喜欢读书的生活
选择读书其实是我的一种逃避
因为不想那么快接受社会的现实
我有很努力的在读书可是就是记不住
讲真的我不像亓亓
有阿shaun陪她一起读, 逼她..
其实他肯逼你就已经很幸福了
如果你像以前一样自己读的话
可能现在的你还比我差
还有倩文
她在宿舍有很多朋友陪她一起读
这样应该会比较有冲劲一点吧
她们两个都有一个共同点
不会时都有人教
我很羡慕很羡慕她们
其实你们很幸运, 记得要珍惜哦...
要不是父母的严禁
现在的我应该在宿舍跟她们一起拼了
每一天我都想留下来
只不过我是驾车去上学的, 留太晚会很危险
因为一旦我开始读, 就会忍不住一直读下去..
晚上驾车我会看不太到又塞车
而且每次晚上驾车我都会差点撞车的
10次有9次都会.. =.=''
毕竟highway的人没有law的...
这个我不敢告诉妈咪, 因为怕她不给我驾车 XD
算了吧, 任命啦!

Regret...

yup, i'm fall sick again...
i wonder why every month will fall sick 1 time
but it just only fever and sore throat, nothing special...
this time sick again because of the pizza.
i went to GK and had pizza as my lunch at last wed.
haih~ izzit my body made by tofu of glass?
freaking easy to get sick! =.=''

next week have FOA and IOM test
although i'm doing revision but
dunno why all the notes cant get into my brain
stupid useless brain! always do nothing!
this time i'm not feeling stressful
because nobody gave me stress
moreover, all of them advice me rest more...

Christmas coming soon!
cant wait it anymore. coz damn excited now =)
my dad's friends invite us to join their party
but my dad had another thought
he wish to open an Christmas party
invite some friends and their family to have a blast at my house
but i prefer don't open
because i wanna go count down with my fellow coursemates
i think it'll happier than stay at home lor.. XD

暗爽...

今天阿姨载我们去算命, 我和弟弟贪爽所以也玩了
我的结果有一点点恐怖, 却很开心 XD
那个人说我的性格非常固执也爱耍脾气但是很独立
还说我很会乱想, 有事没事就乱想一通
还问我已经很幸福了, 还有什么要烦?
我答不出来, 因为我也不懂 XD
她还说属猴的是属于晚婚才幸福的
不然结果就会像阿姨一样有悲惨的结局~
她叫我别固执, 飞得再高也没用, 叫我试下回头望一望
因为没有父母是不疼自己儿女的
更何况我爸爸是最疼我的一个, 只是他们用错方法而已
还提到明年我会有逃避不了的三个劫数, 还可能丢了自己的命
原本他们三个都笑得很开心, 可是听到这个后妈咪的脸就绷得紧紧的
看得出她非常担心我, 过后她就走出去外面了, 而他们就开始聊起来了..
没多久后妈咪把电话传给我, 因为爸爸很想跟我讲话
原来妈咪打电话跟爸爸讲, 他听到后也很担心
想一想那个人跟我说的话
我觉得也蛮对的, 所以我跟爸爸讲话的语气变软了
他也吓到, 因为我不跟他耍硬了..
他叫我一定要小心, 多几个星期他会回来放假
问我想去哪里.. 我想都不想就说想去melacca, penang, 等等..
他还提议一些地方让我选, 我心想原来我和他都有聊天的机会...
后来我答应他们, 明年我不去玩水, 少出夜街, 小心驾车
因为是他们带我来到这里的, 虽然以前不开心
不过我不会就这样丢了自己的性命, 因为我还没玩转这个世界
阿姨听了后说, 我真的长大了, 也独立了
我不懂我父母怎么想不过
我想通了, 他们少理我也应该的
因为我从小就比较独立, 什么都不用他们烦
我弟弟不同, 他很依赖我们所以现在的我没什么东西了
现在担心的是车祸和被打劫, 这些应该会很痛吧
因为我~ 怕~ 痛! //.\\

过后我们还去了GK吃东西, 还去了Giant逛逛..
最值得提的是, 全程都是我驾车的耶, 而且没迷路! ><
他们说, 一直是路痴的我也可以到处走, 还不错... XD
其实当你把所有东西都想通后, 心情也会变得比较愉快的
所以, 以后的我应该不会一直拼命地笑了
而是发至内心的笑~

Careless...

i wonder why recently i lost so much things
1st i lost my new phone before my birthday party
i was heart-broken and suffering
bcoz all of them cant call or sms me
yet i oso cant do the same thing to them
last week, i lost my ID card
it was the most important thing to me
bcoz i cant go into CITC without my ID card
i scared like hell n straight away moody
all i think is about the trouble to apply a new ID
but luckily i found it
i forgot to take back my ID before left CITC
i'm too careless about
find here n there, act like a fool!
i tot nothing will happen again
but i was wrong
now i realize that i lost my pendrive
all my course documents were inside
hope someone took it n juz forgot to return me only
god blessed me!

厌倦...

我没有多余的时间跟你们吵了
你们全部都很烦啊!
我要搬出去, 你们又不给
我在家里读书, 你们又一直来烦我
你们到底想要我怎样!
厌倦了留在家看你们的脸色了
我已经差不多每天都跑去别人的家读书了
可是久了, 他们都不见得欢迎我了
我没有地方去了, 又不是很想这么早回家
唯有问一下有没有人收留我..

好久没出去了, 很想出去放松一下
也很想去找kiki, 我们几个很久没出去玩了
很怀念之前一起去玩的日子
很可惜, 我的电话掉了
一些回忆也跟着没了...

最近的压力...

刚刚在切东西时
摸着那把又尖又锋利的刀
心想如果我狠狠的往心脏捅下去
结果会是怎样?
我没有心痛什么只是很累很累了
想要永远的休息
留在家里, 我很幸苦
唯一开心的时候
只在学校和朋友们混在一起打闹
如果他们放弃了我
我想我也没有留在这里的理由了
更何况再多几个月我就可能离开他们了
我已经很拼命的在挣扎可是不见得有用

现在的我很够压力!
成绩考到这么烂又要面对repeat的危机
ME assignment等着我去做
学校的final要到了
resit的科目又还没开始revision
音乐又退步了又要考试了
旧患又来探望我了
还有一个白痴一直打电话来烦我
还要处理你的白痴又无聊的事!

身为阿姨的你不但不体谅我的处境
还幼稚到跟我弟弟吵架后一直烦我!
我的时间已经24小时不够分了, 你还来烦我!
你可以吃饱就睡, 睡饱就吃, 等人养, 没烦恼!
可是我跟你不同!

我的脊椎骨小时候被我弄伤了
最近它又开始痛了而且还非常的痛
我跟亓亓说, 可是她以为我开玩笑 =(

刚刚学琴, 老师说我的skill退步了
我很老实的回答她, 我没时间练琴
她还跟我讨论, 问我想要的考试时间
我看得出, 她很想帮我...

再多几个月, 我可能没得读了
现在的我不断的努力希望能够补救
好不容易才跟大家熬到这个阶段
我已经开始不想放弃了
希望我能通过这个困难
继续下个阶段...